Where do I go
from here?
I should really decide a couple of things in my life. And i should
make a couple of changes that are good, regardless of the path i choose.
Schedules are
one of them. I should make deep changes in the way my time is managed,
so i can actually be at places at the times people want me to be there.
Even if i quit my job, which i'm not sure i want to do, having a
decent morning schedule is always a good thing.
As for quitting my job, i keep having a divided opinion. Sometimes
i think that the company just doesn't have the stamina or the direction
needed to implement a number of needed things. I could try fighting the
system, proving that i can do it, proving to them and to myself that i
can pull it off even in the existing scenario, even with a number of people
wishing for me to goof it up again.
But is it worth it? Should i waste a couple more years of my life
just trying to prove a point? Or should i move on and do something useful
with my life?
On another note,
things are definitely getting stranger and stranger and stranger. I keep
telling people that life is simple, so why can't i find it simple?
It's like going from 0 to 100 km/h in under 2 seconds... The first
thing you notice isn't the speed, it's your ears bleeding and your back
pressed against the seat...
And this happened fast. Very fast. Too fast? Maybe. Maybe not.
When it rains, it pours...
