The Julião Organization

Simple things for simple people ever since we can remember.

I still haven't found... or have I?
(June 30, the year 2000)

 When it rains, it pours...
 I'm in a particularly weird day today. I woke up queasy, late as always, and the day was apparently rough on me.
 Dinner kind of saved the day, but i somehow had this notion that i didn't really want to be alone. I just wanted someone to hold my hand and tell me everything is going to be alright. But i didn't tell anyone that i wanted someone to do that.
 Not that i wanted just anyone to do that. But i didn't say it, and not to the right person.

 Sometimes we ask for something and then we get it and then it wasn't really what we wanted. Or rather, we're not sure if it is what we wanted or not. But then we have the larger problem of either taking what we're given or keep on looking for something that might not be there. Especially when that something is elusive, seemingly fragile, and may not even come in the first place.

 I didn't really ask for all this. But never mind me, as i've said, i'm in a weird day.